ARROGANCE AND LIES
I have been yoyoed by doctors for many years, the past 3 have been the absolute worst. I have seen specialists, who seem to completely not understand IC issues at all.
1. The complete lack of appropriate pain management. No guys injections are not going to cut it. Thanks for causing me worse pain and weight gain with that prednisone that I specifically said do not give me in an injection.
2. Not listening. It is like they say words but their words are basically a template of tired bullshit cliche. Fucking A. I have tried everything except narcotics. And you do not prescribe those.
3. I drive hours for appointments and nothing is done. Im lied too by multiple doctors. They do not listen to me. They prescribe meds that make me sick EVERY TIME I HAVE TRIED THEM.
4.I do not need a god damn psychiatrist nor do I need anti-depressants. Fuck you. It is a load of horseshit to do that to an IC patient. We are peeing blood and bladder lining. How the fuck is a session that gets interupted every 10 minutes for the toliet going to help me? Fuck the waste of time and money.
5. If you do not want me as a patient, then just fucking say it. Do not be that asshole who sends me to another asshole who also gives me a bullshit line. I am beginning to think you all got degrees from "asshole clown university."
6. I will get rid of my bladder. Either one of you pricks can do it or I will do it myself. So not, kidding, at all.
7. Stop treating myself and other IC patients like we are mental imbeciles. If one more doctor pats my back and says keep trying, I may just punch them.
8. If you know I am driving 5 fucking hours too see you and you know you are only going to say sorry I wont help, then just do me a favor, tell me that shit on the phone. I dont have the money or energy to make trips that result in more stupidity from your end.
6. I dont want your fake empathy. I dont want your gaslighting, narcisstic, pedantic treatment either.
7. If you screw up fucking be honest.
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